I had meant to blog more in 2017, but it turned out to be a difficult year.  In February 2017, Jessica developed a clot in her heart pump and was in the hospital for a couple of weeks.  she had to have another pump put in - 12 hour surgery - longest 12 hours of my life...

She seemed to be doing better after recovering from that.  Summer of 2017 she went hot air ballooning with her best friend, and in August/Sept flew back east to a family reunion on her dad's side of the family.  But that trip really tired her out, and messed with her whole body, with swelling and such going on.  October 30th she was admitted to the hospital, where tests on the 31st showed that she had another clot in her pump.  She got up to use the bathroom early morning on November 1st, and passed out.  We made it up there in time to say goodbye; by early afternoon she was gone.

A few days before she went into the hospital, she told me that she wanted this song to be played for her when she was gone - She wasn't feeling well and I think she knew her time was up.  Her last night, as I said goodbye, she told me not to worry, that she was ready for whatever was coming - that she KNEW where she was going, that she would be ok:

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when
She stands under my colours, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it oughta be, no
Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby
The sharp knife of a short life,
Well, I've had just enough time

 

If I die young bury me in satin.
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

 

Jess was sent away on the words of many love songs, and prayers and tears.

 

My kids that were living with me to help take care of Jess took a job running an Organic Farm south of Salem in February 2018, so they left.  Being all alone has been really hard.  Missing Jess has been hard.  So like a turtle, I took to my shell and have not done much gardening this last year and a half.

 

I spent from 2006 when Jess came back from college ill, to November of 2017 taking care of Jess, of making her my primary concern every day.  For a long time, I didn't know how to function - I think I lived on adrenaline so long, that when I no longer had to, it was just hard to move.  Hard to plan.  Every time I went out into the garden I cried, so decided to ignore the garden.

 

Gardens are forgiving, enough if you ignore them.  The berries and fruit trees still bear - I had so many tomato starts come up it was funny.  I won't be planting so many tomato's again because jess won't be here to eat them all.  I will probably dig up the blueberries and give them away - Jess was the only one that liked them.  But I have been dreaming about what to put in their place.

 

So the garden will come back to life this spring, and I will be posting some pics. 

New Pictures, new post coming soon.  Those of you who have followed my blog know that I have an adult daughter whose heart condition is one of the reasons we bought our house and started to garden again.  She has had a lot of challenges in the last year - getting a heart pump in a year ago, and right as she was healing from that and getting up and around again, has been battling a staph infection.  My daughter, son-in-law and granddaughter moved in with us in June to help out.  They have been a god-send for the garden!  They are permaculture consultants; working on getting their business switched from Washington to Oregon (OR has a lot more laws and hoops to jump through).

A major upgrade - redesign is going on with the garden, so I will get some pics and and update posted soon.  Sorry to not doing so earlier, but we have just been going day to day.

Surprise of the Month

While picking raspberries, I walked around the corner, and found this:

Marionberries

Ripe Marionberries!  weeks early - so I checked around the other side and found even more!  The new archway is dripping with berries:

What a great view!

In just a few days, we have been able to pick about a 1 1/2 gallons of marionberries, with many more on the way.  Raspberries are starting to taper off a bit, while the new growth that will start bearing in July and August is taking off.  Tomatoes are growing well, and I am almost ready to start putting up the bamboo supports.

The front Rock Garden area is doing well also - all the plants I harvested for free at a friends house are doing really well - and the bees are really happy!

So far I have Rosa Rugosa, yarrow, snapdragon, cone-flower, dahlia, zinnia, lupines, 5 varieties of dianathus, pansies, the transplanted roses from the front of the house, and some mystery plants that I have not identified yet! 

And I finally finished covering the front yard with sheet mulching, and planting the good bug blend for the orchard area:

Unfortunatly, seeding this area coincided with 90 degree weather here in the Willamette Valley, so I am watering every 12 hours.  And chasing off the birds that think I spread seed here for them!  In the foreground is the one dwarf fruit tree that didn't make it through the winter, so will have to replant that this fall.

And my newest project, for my granddaughter Amaya, is the beginning of the Green Dragon.  Stay tuned for that!

Beginning of the Green Dragon

 

 

 

Hmm, taking advantage of those bumps in the sweet gum tree

Stay cool out there - summer is definitely here!

The Merry Month of May

Hello to my readers in Europe – especially in Russia!  I hope this blog is an encouragement for you.

From my 5 AM reading:

“My garden, though it is full of limitations, and in all ways fall short of any worthy ideal, enables me here and there to point out something that is worth doing, and to lay stress on the fact that the things worth doing are worth taking trouble about.

But it is a curious thing that many people, even those who profess to know something about gardening, when I show them something fairly successful-the crowning reward of much care and labor-refuse to believe that any pains have been taken about it.  They will ascribe it to chance, to the goodness of my soil, and even more commonly to some supposed occult influence of my own-to anything rather than to the plain fact that I love it well enough to give it plenty of care and labor.

They assume a tone of complimentary banter, kindly meant no doubt, but to me rather distasteful, to this effect: “Oh yes, of course it will grow for you; anything will grow for you; you only have to look at a thing and it will grow. “  I have to pump up a labored smile and accept the remark with what grace I can, as a necessary civility to the stranger that is within my gates, but it seems to me evident that those who say these things do not understand the love of a garden.”

Gertrude Jekyll – Wood and Garden, Notes and Thoughts, Practical and Critical, of a working Amateur.

I laughed when I read that!  Gertrude went on to describe a walk through an area at Munstead Wood (the name of her garden) http://munsteadwood.org.uk/  where some visitor remarked upon the height and vigor of a plant in an area where something like that should not have grown, and said something like, “I don’t believe a word about your claim to poor soil!  Look at the growth of that lily!”  Further on, they came upon an excavation that was 12’ wide and 4’ deep, and the visitor asked what the huge hole was for.  Gertrude replied that she would fill it with cart loads of Dahlia-tops and other soft plants in the fall, with sand and soil sprinkled over each layer, and tamped down well.  This would make a nice, cool moist bottom of slowly rotting vegetable matter.  That would be followed with kitchen waste, cabbage stumps, weeds that had been hoed up – each layer chopped and pounded so that there would be as little sinking as possible.  Over all this, loam, manure, the best of the compost heap.  And only then would she be ready to plant another lily or two.

My immediate neighbors know how much work I put into my garden – they see the dump trucks from Highway Fuel coming with loads of soil mix, compost and sawdust – my driveway is rarely used for parking vehicles, but rather as a staging area for distributing these components to their respective beds and paths.  But the chance visitor will stop by and look in amazement at the lushness and mass of blooms and fruit and think I have a magic touch.  Good to know that other gardeners have quietly suffered these comments.

So I get ready this morning to receive a large load of soil and sawdust.  I need to top off the rest of my beds, and then finish covering the rest of the front lawn where the dwarf fruit trees are.  One didn’t make it. I will have to dig it up and then save the hole space and replant in the fall.  I have one small area covered and planted already.  I need to get the rest done and the plants on their way before the heat of summer hits.  And some of the paths are wearing a bit thin and need to be refreshed with sawdust.  So I won’t see my driveway again for a few weeks.

I picked up some tomatoes at the Master Gardeners sale that need planted.  Along with a few cucumbers.  I mostly grow mine from seed, but these have a few weeks head start, so if I can keep the slugs away from them, I will get a head start this way.  I didn’t get enough tomatoes for all our needs, so will have to stop by 13^th Street Nursery and get the rest.  I don’t like getting them this early, as I will have to cover them with row cover for the next month.  But everyone is buying tomatoes and veggie plants now because of the nice weather – if I want any choice of plants, I am forced into getting them now.

I swear next year I will put together my portable greenhouse and do my own starts!  This was just too hard this year with my daughter having surgery in November and spending so much time recovering.  But next year it will be a different story – I hope.

Gertrude Jekyll from the David Austin Gardens

My first Gertrude Jekyll rose bloomed this week.  It is a beautiful David Austin rose and I am thrilled to have it.  I thought I would lose it shortly after planting to an infestation of aphids – took almost two weeks of spraying with my oil and soap mix to get them off.  That mix also caused some very green caterpillars to crawl out of the holes they had drilled in a few of the rose buds; I didn’t think the one bud would bloom because of the huge hole in it – but it did.  But it was worth it - the smell is fantastic - just like an old rose should smell!

Now it will be a constant battle for the next six months spraying for aphids, and for mites, and stink bugs, and leaf spot, etc. That is why I only have a few roses, besides my rosa rugosa which don't need all that.  The roses I have in memory of my mother, who loved roses.

Last major project in the front yard is the asparagus boxes (planted with sunflowers this summer) and the covering of the lawn around the dwarf fruit trees.

When I built this asparagus bed in 2010, there was plenty of sunshine for it.  But, between the marionberries to the south, and the elderberries to the east, there is no sun left.  It sporadically produces, so this fall, I will dig up the crowns and move them to along the fence in the front yard to grow sedately beneath my espaliered apple tree.

 First I dug up about 16-18 inches of soil along the fence.  This is where the lawn and the boxwood were, and the soil is pretty poor.   And, I wanted to use hugelkultur principles. I have a huge need for dirt right now, so used my screen and wheelbarrow to sift the dirt from the grass roots:

 I have to admit that I do enjoy this part of gardening - it is how I started all my children and my granddaughter gardening.  there is something so meditative about sifting soil.  I give the grass roots to the city to compost, mix the soil with my compost, and reuse it.

 Now I have my trough all ready, and am building the box

 I put down some weed barrier on the side of the trough to help block the grass from coming in.  I ran out of cardboard which I have been trying so hard to collect, but covering an entire front yard with it takes a lot of cardboard!  Once the bed was situated just inside the trough, I added the wood - some great 100 yr + wood from old onion crates, some wood from around the yard I have been saving for just this.

 Then I added a good layer of half-finished compost - eggshells and cartons and all.

Added some lovely soil mix, planted my sunflowers, and then covered it with chicken wire till the flowers are up - otherwise the cats will think I built this for them!

All the soil I dug up was mixed with soil I had delivered, and I put another section of soil on the lawn.  I first used the weed trimmer to cut into the grass, down to the roots, and raked all that up and composted it.

You can see the first section I did a couple weeks ago, with the good bug blend just coming up.  Once I get this all done, I will post another pic.  Eventually, there will be no grass to mow.  Just my wonderful good bug blend from Arbico Organics.  It is a blend of  yellow, red, crimson, rose, and white clovers, grizzly alfalfa, white alyssum, nasturtium, white yarrow, carrot, dill, daikon radish, and celery seeds - highly recommneded for orchards.  It is the food that beneficial bugs need so I can attract them to my yard.  (http://www.arbico-organics.com/product/good-bug-flower-seeds-attract-feed-beneficial-insects/beneficial-insects-pollinators) 

Meanwhile, this week we picked the first strawberries on May 7th:

Ripe on May 7th

 

 

 

And much to our surprise picked the first Raspberries on May 9th - almost three weeks earlier than last year!

Of course, the cats are watching very closely everything I am doing out in the garden, sometimes from their perch in the apple tree:

Camera-shy Macie, and Puppy

Puppy watching me plant seedlings

Lovely to have the rain for a couple of days now so that I don't have to water all the seeds! 

Is your dream to go from this kind of yard:

Right after cutting down the Arborvitae hedge that separated the front yard from the side yard

 

To this kind of yard?

But you have never grown anything more than a houseplant.  Or had patio tomatoes once or twice.  But you want to be serious about growing your own food and utilizing your outdoor space (rented or owned) to do so.  How do you do it?

Last weekend one of my young neighbors saw me out in the yard planting some starts, and called out to me, “How do you grow all this?”.  She said they had tried to plant a few things the year before, but the plants all died, or were dug up by an animal, and nothing worked.  We talked for a bit then, and she came over the following weekend and spent some time with me.  I realized talking to her how difficult this all might seem to someone who has no background in gardening.  

I was fortunate to have parents and grandparents who gardened, canned and preserved produce, and received a lot of my training growing up.  I had children who were also interested in eating fresh vegetables and fruit, who did school projects in hydroponics, grew their own herbs, studied books about permaculture, food forests, and other terms I am not familiar with – who I have learned from.  

Hydroponic lettuce (in gutters)

But my neighbor was asking me basic questions like, “how do you know how much to water?”  What kind of soil should I use?  Should I build raised beds or not?  There is no easy answer, because it depends on your own particular situation.  Do you own or rent?  What is the PH of your soil?  What kinds of plants do you want to grow?  How much should you grow?  Enough to just eat fresh, or enough to eat fresh and can too?

You can spend several hundred dollars on buying gardening books ( or wait in line for them at the library).  The books my son needed to purchase for his permaculture certification alone were several hundred dollars.  Then you need to read through all of them, digest all the info and apply it to your situation.  You can get a soil test kit, or send away for a soil test, but then you have to interpret the results and figure out how to make the changes that need to be made.

Or, you can hire a gardening coach to do an assessment and help you create a plan for what you want to do.  If you don’t have prior experience in gardening and are serious about growing your own food, you will ultimately save a lot of time and money by doing this.  If you live in the Western Washington State, I can recommend a start-up company that does this.  I have to admit that they are related to me – they are my daughter, her husband and my son.  They all have other jobs, but they are so passionate about helping other people to be self-sufficient in growing their own food, whether they live in town or the country.  

My son-in-law has a degree in Forest and Land management with a specialization in Agroforestry, soils and plant propagation. 

My son is a Seattle-based permaculture designer with a focus on water management, native plants and wildlife gardens and urban food forests.  

My daughter is the result of multi-generational gardeners – experienced in home food gardens, preserving foods, cooking from garden to plate – if it can be grown, she can figure out how to use it.

They have experience in hydroponics and soil gardening and greenhouse management.

They are currently advertising on Craigslist in Skagit County:  http://skagit.craigslist.org/fgs/4991706326.html

So if this is the year that you want to start to do something like this, before you run out and start buying books, or plants – consider getting yourself a coach.  Think of it like this; if you were totally out of shape, and needed to start a fitness regimen, you would get better results and lessen the risk of injury by hiring a fitness coach.  Same thing here.  

I am fortunate that I had the benefit of their expertise to help set up my garden.  My daughter and son-in-law lived with me for two of the years he was going to Oregon State for his forestry degree.  I had both their help in setting up my gardening area.  

My son-in-law removing boxwood hedge

Hedge replacement - great fence, and everbearing Raspberries

 My son has blessed me with his expertise in permaculture and done the pruning of my fruit trees. 

 My daughter has been a constant help to me with planting, picking, canning and someone to bounce ideas off of.

 So when you look at pictures of my garden in this blog, this isn’t something that I have just done on my own.  I have had three of the best garden coaches there are to help me.

I love my garden!  It is an inspiration to my neighbors, feeds my family, friends and neighbors, and is a constant source of satisfaction, wonder and delight!